Prime example... SOOOOOOO, I woke up this morning, looked over at my packed suitcase (because I had planned on going on a trip when I got off work)... lo and behold my body told me to stay at home this weekend. My energy just disappeared over night.
Y'all, I was hyped about leaving and hanging with my friends but like I said, my body said no!
I went to work like normal, but the entire time I couldn't be totally productive because I was out of it. I tried to smile and push through today but I swear, I could've laid on the couch all day, with a box of ice cream sandwiches, and a cold glass of milk and would've been okay.
This is what my life has come to... I am so much more than just laying on a couch. That's not me! I love being out and about and always doing something, but lupus has definitely revamped my whole life.
and let's not talk about my horrible days at work.... O-EM-GEE!!!! I know sometimes my boss looks at me and wonders... "Is she really "sick" or is this chick just lazy?"... Sigh. And lets be for real!! How can I prove that I'm really not lazy!! It's true!!! It's true!!! I really am sick and I really do love to work.
Hmmmm, I don't know!! This is just a random rant from a person that just downed a handful of meds. They don't call us spoonies for nothing!!! :)
